4th april 09 Sleepless night = 暴走

Random photo of me and my dog
It's with my ex gf now... i missed it duh


03-04-09
I found out that i'm easily pissed Nowadays,even though people do abit of things i'll get irritated and pissed off. OMG i've become violent.... I heed my aunt advice and went to see a doc about my problem. And I'm starting to get irritated and bu nai fan by the doctor questions...... keep asking this and that. Some are even irrelevent Questions! Den finallly the impt part came. She ask me If i had sleep well for the past few days anot? I replied No not only a few days it's been weeks!
I hardly had any sleep! Everytime when i started to sleep I'll get wake up by calls and stuffs... Or people will keep banging my house doors! HOW TO SLEEP? So is that the reasons i've been very angry all the while? Or was that people do irrelevant stuffs to irritate me? WELL I DONT KNOW!

I dont want to be violent and scold people for no reasons.... i really dont want that to happen... but it's already happening...



I was trying to draw a japanese devil head and instead i found that it looks like the main lead from detroit metal city..... GO DMC go to DMC ( you'll understand this if u watch the manga)


04-04-09

Today at around 1am accompany cliff to lan kill time since both ofus cant sleep in the middle of the night.. We played till around 6.30 and i went home to change and rest awhile till 7.30 and i went to school to pay for my school installment fee.





Here's that stupid receipt for $2936.15 Sgd .... I hereby pronounced that I'm broke.... And i still own the sch about $1700 x2 for the rest of the 2 installment. Ok i'm about to stress for money soon..

After paying for sch fee, i went to margret drive coffee shop to take my breakfast
since it's just a few min walk from my sch.. Ahhhhh memories of that place. It's the place i was born and stayed for like 9yrs childhood memories all there.. It was once a place of livehood but now it seems like a dead city with no people at all. Kinda sad actually that when i walked past the Long closed down Kfc i remember of my grandpa again..


Alright dun want to crap that much. After eating i got a taxi and went home.


Ok here's comes the impt part of today... when i reach home i found out that i forgot to bring my keys out. And u know what? I"M STUCK OUTISDE MY OWN HOUSE!!!!
NOBODY IS AT HOME AND THE EARLIEST THEY WILL REACH HOME IS 5pm IN THE EVENING! OH GRATS, i'm very hot and sweaty and i havent sleep for v long time I'm so fucking tired!!!!!!! But no choice have to wait for like 7 hours more b4 anyone reached home.
I was like thinking how? How to kill the fucking 7hours time? without Any money also.... Cause both my atm card has drawn out about $2000 each for the stupid sch fee.. and i cant draw out any money for today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (each atm card can only draw out $2000 maximum daily) OH CRAP ANOTHER PROB!!! Den i think think think.... Luckily i remember that i have like 20hours left in the lan shop haven use finish..... So i walked all the way to lan shop cause no money take cab already!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And i had to play stupid games with stupid peoples for like 6 hours.... FUCKING HELL!!!! In the end i only reach home at 7pm and it sucks to the fucking hell. I quickly bath and fucking went to sleep!!!! Conclusion OF TODAY! A MAN WITHOUT SLEEP IS AN ANGRY MAN! I"M AN ANGRY MAN TODAY!!!! FUCK _l_


Alright i have to listen to the doctor! GET ENOUGH SLEEP!!!!