Memories

Today morning went to my grandfather grave to pay a respect.
whenever i sees his grave, i'm like going back to the past.
Thinking back about how good he treats me.
Giving me everything i want, making me laugh, feeding me everyday
treating me as if i'm his own.. how i wish i could see his smiles once again.


He's been gone for 17 years now, Till now i still misses him.
I know that if he see's me again, he'll be shocked...
I've change from bad to worse in these few years time.


I know that a man shouldn't drop his tears,But i just can't control it....
I really miss my grandfather

Last but not least, I love you and i dont really want to lose you,
I can see that ur trying to hide something, something u dont want me to know.
Something must be happening, and i'm sorry that i didnt try to care for you.
I can see that your really lonely and needs my accompany.
Seeing you sad makes me sad too.